Comments on: dying.

By: Mandy (khep)

Mandy (khep) — Sat, 26 Dec 2009 20:46:55 +0000

I am so sorry that this is happening to all of you. I want you to know how much I love you and your dad. I know I’ve never met him personally, but I feel I know him through all of the things you have written about him over the past several years. I love how he’s influenced you, and I love the time you’ve spent together watching horror movies, and being each other’s touchstones. I love him for being a person you’ve looked up to, and for making you someone people can look up to. I am attached to and am anxious about the grief I will feel for a man whom I’ve never met because he has instilled so much love in his family and none of this is fair– and I’ve known the injustice of this sort of loss. I don’t know what I would do if I had time beforehand with my sister to get everything out about how much she means to me, and how her friendship was my greatest accomplishment. My family felt the all-consuming grief of having her taken from us without any notice. There was no closure, and there can never be. I imagine all of the things that spring to your mind to tell your dad in these moments as they pass, but I also sense the enormity of powerlessness that must just be awful, and I wish I could be there to hug you and lend an ear. Please know that as you’re experiencing all of this, we are too in part, because we know your dad through you, and we all love him fiercely.

By: marya

marya — Sat, 26 Dec 2009 07:50:01 +0000

I know I’ve said it before Hannah, but please know that my thoughts, love, and prayers are with you and your family. I am so sorry, love.

By: hannahneurotica

hannahneurotica — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 20:30:30 +0000

your gonna make me cry! <3 You are such a gift to have found in this crazy world and I am so damn lucky to know you. I hope to be friends for a very long time and know how much your love and support helps me get through each day. You are a beautiful, intelligent, wonderful human being that i'm lucky to know. xo

By: hannahneurotica

hannahneurotica — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 20:28:49 +0000

Sage you mean so much to me it’s insane. When my life calms down I plan to visit you. Probably won’t be for a while but it’s on my life to-do list. You are so important to my life <3 i loveyou.

By: hannahneurotica

hannahneurotica — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 20:27:46 +0000

Thank you for the love, Jenny. And i’m sorry about asking you to do that drawing…I wasn’t thinking clearly & it seemed rude that I would ask you that in such a fleeting way. Please forgive me and know how amazing you are to me <3

By: stonecypher

stonecypher — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 10:46:01 +0000

Hannah, you are definitely in my thoughts today. You’re such a brave and open person, and if telling you that I love you and that you’re in my thoughts and that I’m here helps you even the tiniest bit, then I will say it every hour of every day if I have to. <3 xxxx

By: Sage

Sage — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 02:20:22 +0000

You’ve been in my thoughts and I am so terribly sorry you and your family are going through this. I love you!

By: Jenny DevilDoll

Jenny DevilDoll — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 01:10:34 +0000

Oh sweetie, I’m so sorry this is happening.

By: hannahneurotica

hannahneurotica — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 01:00:38 +0000

oh good, it always makes me happy to hear from you. xo
Sending love to you & your family and hoping you can enjoy your time at home together with as minimal pain as possible xo

By: andrew blacula she-ra

andrew blacula she-ra — Fri, 25 Dec 2009 00:44:46 +0000

the one, the only.